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 SO, tada, the new blog: idee fixe
The name is {obsession} in French, or literally: an idea fixed in the mind. I thought it was basically a much nicer word than, obsession, though may be not to a Frenchman? haha, it also seem to suite the direction I want to take the blog. OR it could be just hte influence of my history of art instructor last semester. She was scary, basically forcing French down our throats even though it was an english class....

The blog is still a baby chicklin so far, which I hope I can update more. (haaa...*) I plan to use it to record my process through design or share any interesting things along the way. I will miss jugem though, for all those silly things I wrote haha. Blogger will be much easier to comment though~ give others a break. Hopefully i can archive the posts on jugem.

Well, see you on the other side! Cheers!
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Switching to blogspot...sigh
Due to the lack of time, ppl complaining, and jugem forcing me to upload...I will be switching to blogger, yes I have finally stop fighting the flow.

Jugem is still a great blogger
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Long time no see~ 久しぶりね〜
Wow, it's been urm two months since i updated! >_< I am surprised ppl actually visit this deserted place...may be google searches? 楽しい Anyhow, I guess a super short up date about trip is: I drove against traffic twice and almost drove into the river once, only once.冷や汗 yes, I made it back ALIVE!! haha..

Other than that I have been really busy with school. taking 19 units now, which is why I haven't been updating much. However, I actually quite enjoy my classes, all the professors are superb. Yet, when it comes to homework, my system can only take so much.ノーノー [as in working 1 hr for every 3 hrs of on the computer and 1 hr of apartment chores] hence, I urm should go do math hw now..haha

Sorry for the extremely crappy update, but i feel very guilty right now...たらーっ sigh, i miss DS and Wii....

-Guilty and useless person~ムニョムニョ
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"You may be feeling the consequences of your overly ambitious promises made with the best of intentions. It doesn't pay to worry about where you may fall short of expectations; it's more important now to replenish your creative juices and do what feels good for the soul. The more important issues won't go away; they'll be there when you return to them with renewed vitality."
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Hey, Did You Know What Else Costco Sells?
Today, around 12 a.m., while brushing my teeth, my toilet started screaming --literally.
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Viva La VIDA
Just decided to write after sneaking a peek at my friend's blog. This week probably has the most happenings than all of the summer days combined. I really enjoyed taking my friends, Willie, Paul, Lawrence, Chris, and Perry, around. It has been a great pleasure and lots of fun. XD I love hanging out with them, fooling around and be carefree, pressure-free. [I shall elaborate on our travels later, if I ever pull myself from the laziness that is engulfing me.]

After yesterday's goodbye and farewell, I bid my friends a wonderful trip to further journey into the unknown. It saddens me to say goodbye and turn to face my daily routine of working again. Yet, I doubt their influences will ware off anytime soon. It often brings me smiles when I think about good memories. Thus I think I can still make through three more weeks of work, till my next adventure.

I know it sounds like that I complain a lot about work. I have realized that working is nothing compared to college. Cal is much better. <3 For me work is just repeatedly doing menial things, requiring no thinking. I am aware that my jobs are a lot better than most, and pays very well, yet I guess anything that repeats for too long, just gets one down. [and one is never satisfied, fufu]I am just waiting for the pay check, and hopefully saving money...though I have used them to pay all my bills! D: How am I going to make it to Holland? >__<

I will continue to dream and work hard. Though I may become too tough for my own good, but I know it is a path I must take. May be, if I am lucky, I will meet you. You, who will understand, and take good care of me. So I don't have to be strong all the time. :) Still searching......for me and you.
Lord, help me find this "you" soon, or is she or he or they already beside me?

Long Live Life

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Forced to update...
For some interesting reason, Jugem started facilitating how much their users update, and I got an "did not update for 60days warning." Hence, this is what I have been doing for the 60 days...

First off, let's start off with work. Everyday, I work from 9-12 at a family doctor's clinic as a desk clerk. I check patients charts, organize files, call insurance companies, make appointments, organize blood samples, urine sample, and the like. Then I take the bus to my second job, usually from 1.30-6, which is the Children's Center fo the Stanford Community. It is basically a preschool for the Stanford community on its campus. This job i really enjoy, though it can be quite tiresome, yet it is the one that offers the most surprises. :)
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Hi all, cyberspace friends! Well, I am writing up a really quick update, since I still have to write my pre-lab and finish piles upon piles of work.

Lately, due to my architecture class (aka: archi-torture by a friend of mine.) i have not been able to sleep at all. My sleeping schedule goes something like this: the nights before MWF i get around 0~3 hours of sleep. On other days I try to regain my rest, so somewhere between 5~10 hrs of sleep. My record was 17hrs of sleep once. This then explains why i am dead on facebook. When I have time, I go to the library and sleep instead of being on the internet.

Then there was my 19th bday! I am very happy that ppl left warm greetings on my wall, however i have not the chance to thank them yet! :< it's been almost a month now. So, what i did for my bday is, well what can there be other than trying to finish a project in studio? (frikkn 6ft by 3ft tree in charcoal, the dumbest and most unrelated-to-architecture thing ever) that pretty much ruined the whole day, but it's ok, with everyone's help, i felt a lot better. My good buddies also treated me to a great thai restaurant! I also got an awesome relax-before-sleep kit from bath & bodyworks.

Currently, I am terribly busy with my final project, which is to design a memorial for the beat movement in San Fran. It was fun visiting the site and looking for picture books in the library, now I just have to further develop my design. The model and poster will be due in less thank a week, and my final for Japanese (which i will most definitely fail...due to the inability to wake up eveyrday at 8am with only two hrs of sleep) is next week, then school will be out! Well, except my physics final about a week later, but instruction will end! Which means I get to go home and study for physics! Being able to actually focus on physics really makes me happy. It's sad, but i really would like to do well in that class.

This weekend I will be watching The Little Prince by SF opera! XD Then the weeked of the 18th, I will go to Miyavi's concert! My life is packed full of stuff. May be when I have time after end of instructions, (may 12th) I will scan some of my sketch book pages. I sketch and write everything and anything in there, so it's a pretty accurate representation of my life...haha except for the lack of sleep... ok, so much for a sort update, pre-lab here i come~
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フック オフ!!
Konbanwa!! Right is 12:47 pm! I was suppose to do my physics homework, but that is already down the drain, I guess I will just have to fight harder tomorrow for today's mishaps..

Today I got really excited that I learn how to say f*ck off!! in katakana, hence I made a tribute to it in my sketch book.
フック オフ

Since I am currently obsessed with Miyavi, my characters tend to follow his style. [Lately, I really admire his style and take on life, so full of passion.. (-///[]///-)
Another thing that i want to share today is DDR for your fingers!! Or Flash Flash Revolution, i am beginning to get addicted to it. My awesome roommate sent me the link, so I hereby pass it unto you. Please enjoy wisely~
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Green Tea, Instant Noodle, (beef flavor) & Pop Chips
Unhealthy Lunch
My studio desk is mess and so is my model~

Today's lunch menu is green tea, instant noodles (beef flavor), & pop chips.

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