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Give me my ED 1 class!!
I don't get it, we have soooo many students paying frikn $ to come to Cal, why can't they just open more classes?! I LOVE Environmental Design 1 [allow me to actually CREATE stuff for grades, and REQUIRES me to sketch 24/7] and even if I am on a double digit number on the wait-list, I HAVE TO TAKE THAT CLASS! Frikn telebears, give me ED 1 or Art 8!! Arrg! I know I am being unreasonable, but seeing those asians already enrolled and buying their art supplies at the store just fires up jealousy inside me. Yes, I am aware that I am being racist against my own race, but I am just stating how I feel, don't really care if they make any logical sense!

more if u dare...face my anger?
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Fast post!
Sooooo, I haven't been posting for a while...I, once again, assure you, am not dead. I am currently working on a longer posting. Hence, plz wait for the long one to explain ur questions. Today, I just wanted to say: the last few days of summer was awesome. I went home at four yesterday, pretty crazy. Yes, Angela, I have improved! Yet, because of that, I could not sleep very well, which is kind of weird. I think I was just too excited/stressed about going back to Berkeley and starting school. School starts tomorrow, and right now I am very excited! It is college, so I am expecting better interactions between the teachers and the students! XD Yet, leaving all the summer fun and love behind really pains me. However, I am suspecting that I will be so busy worrying about my classes, that the pains will just be tucked away, leaving the happy memories.

I HERE BY WISH EVERYONE THE BEST OF LUCK IN THEIR NEXT STEPS OF THEIR LIVES. IT HAS BEEN MY GREATEST JOY TO EXPERIENCE LIFE WITH YOU ALL. *TEAR*

PLEASE REMEMBER, NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO, I WILL BE BY YOUR SIDE TO SUPPORT YOU. EVEN THOUGH IT SADDENS ME THAT YOU ARE LEAVING, I AM ALSO GLAD THAT YOU ARE GOING TO FURTHER CHASE YOUR DREAMS. I WILL NOT HOLD YOU BACK, BUT WILL GIVE ALL THE SUPPORT YOU NEED FROM ME.

fufu, it's is crazy that we are all growing up so fast. Go and chase your dreams, I only ask you not to forget me and come back to tell me of all your adventures. You have become a part of who I am, thank you.
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Baooo
Hey hey, my trip at Taiwan is ending. It's funny, but I really want to go back. [and I think I might think otherwise when I am back @ sunnyvale] The weather here is just too much for me to bear.. 冷や汗 because of that I don't feel like eating...悲しい I am missing out on all the tastey food! It's just too hot to do anything..おてんき汗

Thinking about how little time I have when I get back also really scares me...びっくり--> first Tahoe on the 11th, then straight to Cal to move in on 18th. Lastly, class starts on the 27th!!! DX wahhhhh!!泣き顔 I need to hangout with ppl!!
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Fun at 淡水 -with Chris!
Yay, yesterday I met with Chris at the MRT station to go to 淡水~ XD [it's a famous harbor in Taiwan, with lots of tradtions and little shops]

It's great to speak english again~ fufu, lots of ppl were looking at us tho. haha, we also met a lady from Hawaii!! She came up to ask me if I was Taiwanese cuz I speak english that she can understand. It's pretty awesome to see so many foreigners around Taipei. Well, at least I think there are more than four years ago. At the harbor we just walked around and checked out little random things here and there. We also went to a book store with soo many things! I bought lots of stuff there for friends ---and myself~ By the end of the day, we just chilled at Starbucks, cuz it's just too hawt. Our conversations mainly consisted of band related subjects~ [yes, a band geek @ <3 forever!]

At night I ate dinner with his huge family! The food was great XD and high class. Also met Rachel~ (chris' cousin) she looked very pretty in a dress. >////<
Man, it's sooo cool to meet him here! I have to do this again!

then LATE @ night, I went to the night market. It's soo crazy there! So many things, so many ppl , so many things so cheap. [woah, i need to stop using "so"] But man, shopping there definitely require SKILLZ, I mean damn-crazy skills, like barganing for prices and know when you are being ripped off. phew, thank god I went with experienced ppl, or else I would just be simply LOST.

Yet, all in all, I still miss the states very much. Mainly the weather and the inconvinience of getting school stuff done here. [with limited internet connection and the time difference] Haha, never satisfied eh? But this time, I will really learn to appreciate the CA sunshine!おてんきラブぶー

p.s. Man, I sound so urm...full of exageration. hahaha, like using "soo" and "!" frequently.
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Friends, can't live without them!
XD So happy~ I met friend from, urm...when I was four? She's been my neighbor for as long as I can remember. Fufufu, we had so much to talk about! It's great that we are still close after so many years~ I will be meeting other long time no see friends on Sat. So excited! I wonder if I will still recognise them, one of their voice changed..ラッキー

I also drank on tues!ビール Yes, drinking age here is 18~ I drank beer...a nice medium size. I didn't feel anything, but definitely felt the bitterness and burning sensation as the fuzzy liquid poured into my mouth~ [sorry, Kenneth, I was not even close to being drunk.] Still don't like alcohol that much, but proves that I am an adult! ポッ猫2

Okie, gotta go sign up for telebears now...NO!しょんぼりget back on you later~
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Summer heat at Taipei
Yay, I finally arrived! haha, though I am no longer that excited. Why? It's too frikn HOT!! I can't stand it, I sweat like crazy and everything is so sticky! TT ^ TT I am too spoiled by the CA breeze, and I guess I just don't remember this place as well as I thought. My dad also moved near the moutains, so there are nothing here and getting to places is also a pain. I also don't know how to get to places or where to go. I have to learn how to get around, buses and barts...blahblah. Worst of all, the computer in my house doesn't work. Hence, I can only get internet access when my dad brings his laptop home from work. Man, being stranded here is definitely not fun. However, I am still extremely excited to meet my friends!

I also look rather fat and tubby compared to the skinny-perfect-body ppl here. X3 hahaha, well, this has definitely turned out harder than I imagined. I also noticed how I don't fit in here anymore either. So I have come to the conclusion that I am just special~~ Too Asian to be American, and too American to be Asian, so what am I? Jessica-n. Hahaha, doesn't matter, I am just special that way. I am not going to bother with that, I am me, not need to change anything. But, seriously, I am really not used to anything here, though the food is awesome~ but I don't want to be any "fatter"~
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Not enough TIME!
today, i have to rant....please let me be selfish today..

btw, i am going to taiwan on the 19th of july!!! [and i am still ranting, sigh, what an ungrateful person~haha]

WARNING: EXTREME RANTING! PROCEED WITH CAUTION!
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Doodle
Doodle

Just a compilation of doodles on one blue sad night. Hahaha, so here's a peek of the things swimming in my head. I rarely fill up the page, hence I decided fix it up a little in photoshop. Played with the layers and colors; turned out pretty well~~ fufuラブビール熱燗ポッ
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Summer days
These days time is slipping through my hands so fast, that I don't even realize it. I don't know if it is a good thing, but I did wanted this a few weeks ago. I just wish I can find Chris and Amanda a little easier, where's my best trio? Hahaha. [you guys pull me through the toughest times. yes, all my friends, not just my trio.]

I got a tennis partner on Sat. I am very proud of myself, cuz someone actually wants to play tennis with me! XD I guess I am improving~ I will practice even harder. Yes, hit those neon green fuzzy balls, hit my troubles away! Haha...[no i am not gonna rant today, i will look on the bright side, as hard as i can. *glares*]

Btw, I know I havn't changed my music. Main reason: my frikn zendurl accunt won't let me access it...now I have to find a new online host/storage place...TT ^ TT any suggestions?



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I am making $
Yeah, two things that annoyed me today:

i work like crazy to help ppl get their immigration exam done. Dealing with 60 patients a day, from 9 to 8, makes me glad that I am not a doctor. Thanks to Bush and the IMF, [immigration office] I have a job. My mom squished the donuts for tomorrow...

On a good note:

I get paid a handsome salary for my labor. [yes, my labor is not cheap] I also get to have donuts for breakfast. :}
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